Sigh. Been making quite a lot of tactless slips nowadays. Sometimes, I can be quite insensitive. Being with a thick-skinned man has spoilt me. Gib lets insults wash over him like water over stone (which is both exasperating and admirable).

You know how when you are good friends with someone, you would think that some mistakes you make would be forgiven right? Like if I behave tactlessly towards my cherished 'sisters' , they may be peeved for a while, but it won't change our relationship. We're FRIENDS and will remain so.

Then when someone holds a grudge for something I carelessly said or did a long long time ago, and our relationship became awkward as a result, what does that make our relationship? Are we really friends? Don't I have a right to that person's forgivness, when we've known each other for some time, I thought she knew me, and most of all, I really really thought we were good friends? What must I do to explain to her that no slight was ever intended and that I really think she's wonderful?

Who am I to judge though? I've been guilty of the exact same thing myself.

Gah. All this guilt. I feel like Lady Macbeth. Always doing metaphorical washing of hands. I think I am the one with OCD (and not Mentos).

I am tired of people. Will not talk to anyone for a week. Should have gone for the meditation retreat with Gib. Though, when I come back, the problem will still remain.

Oh, except Mentos. I will talk to Mentos, since soon, I won't have a chance to talk to her at all *cries* By the way, Warren, I think given the amount of contact we have since you resigned, you might as well be in Australia, like Mentos will be. Duh.

Special wave to lil angel: Hey! How are you doing? I'll drop by when I am done angsting. :)